Going through my head

From Monday to Friday we spend about 7 and a half hours at school. Just add extra sports practices to that and count in tuition at the end of the day and our day is covered to the max. Drowning in everything going on never felt so possible. Mid-sem 1 is around the corner and I know i'm not all that confident about sitting for the papers at this moment. Pressure is coming down and I'm holding my breath till we get past the feeling of being so new to upper secondary life. Weekends aren't a long enough break anymore and sometimes coming home and just dropping is the only way to pick myself back up the next morning. It might sound depressing, i know, but i guess thats the life of modern day students. And this is just secondary school. 

I like to go with the flow. I need to come home and just do nothing for a while. Daily tuition is completely out of the question and studying is something i do according to my mood. It probably doesn't fit in with the requirements to stay afloat nowadays but nonetheless its nice to feel like yourself amidst all thats happening. It's hard to get but everybody wants the best of both worlds. Yes, thats been going through my head since school started. well ttfn.